GOD IS THE LIFTER OF MEN
One sunny September, in 1998 I was high in the spirit and had a solid dream of being in the Nigerian Air Force!
I wanted to be a Chaplin, and also a fighter jet pilot. Don't ask me why I want to save lives and take lives, it's the delicate balance of life.
I had the hight, and I had the connection (a commandant in the NDA at the time was my in-law), I spoke to my aunt and she gave her approval.
Her husband was a governor during the Babangida administration, and served in Benue state (I have so much roots there now, I know why).
So, I had good strong hands to lift me.
But God wasn't in this dream and plan.
I was going to be in the Air Force and be a fighter pilot but not for just a country but for the kingdom!
I saw correctly but failed to interprete that vision correctly. It caused me pain, so much pain and I still feel the pain till date.
I had a vibrant teens ministry and we were knocking people down and getting them drunk in the Holy Ghost, casting out Devils and healing as many sick people as we could possibly find… that was enough air damage to the kingdom of darkness and I was just an airman.
God was lifting me but I needed the hands of men!
So I was set up for a fall. A deep painful fall.
My aunt came to our house in September, I told her my dreams, she was exited and told me how it was to play out. I'd join the Nigerian Army first as a private soldier, be deployed to be the Beckman of her husband in the Academy and then tell him my plans and gain admission.
It was a full proof plan and I was in high spirits when September became dark…
She was on deaths door when she made this promise and the next I heard was she gave her life to save another woman.
I needed her but she was to help someone else even to die for it.
I was broken, I questioned God, rewrote a lot of my teachings, got mad at everyone and everything.
God was so merciful that he didn't respond to me in dreams, visions or prophecy, he was just, GONE!
I fought with myself, my father became my enemy from that year until 2007. I became a mercenary for hire, lost in the prophetic and wild, I told God since you don't want me in the Air Force I will be on the field and do as much damage to hell as I can.
It took many years to realize that God saved me from myself, I wasn't playing by the books even when I wasn't in the world, it delayed my lifting, it brought me through hardships and betrayals, it made everyone around me suffer.
I didn't meet the men I should, I didn't get to the place I needed to and many years wasted!
God is the true lifter of men. Your connection doesn't count, you can lost it in one day.
Your family is nothing, everyone can abandon you in a blink.
Your friends can run away anytime.
But God alone will stay by you no matter what.
He is the only one that makes promises and keeps them.
Get ready, your day is at hand… God will lift you up!
Close your eyes…
I remain Your Brother,
Apostle Osam Nsa.
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